Saturday, 16. october 2010
6
16
/10
/Okt.
/2010
22:19
do you ever feel like breaking down?
do you ever feel out of place?
like somehow you just don't belong & no one understands you?
do you ever wanna run away?
do you lock yourself in your room
with the radio on turned up so loud that no one hears you screaming ?
do you wanna be somebody else?
are you sick of feeling so left out?
are you desperate to find something more before your life is over?
are you stuck inside a world you hate?
are you sick of everyone around with their big fake smiles and stupid lies
while deep inside you're bleeding ?
to be hurt,
to feel lost,
to be left out in the dark,
to be kicked when you're down,
to feel like you've been pushed around,
to be on the edge of breaking down,
& no one's there to save you.
no, you don't know what it's like -
so, welcome to my life.
welcome to my life - simple plan
Thursday, 7. october 2010
4
07
/10
/Okt.
/2010
22:11
& there, with the rest of my days before me
I broke down and fell asleep
to your beating heart,
your beating heart,
your beating heart.
Thursday, 23. september 2010
4
23
/09
/Sept.
/2010
22:12
atemlos & ferngesteuert,
abgestumpft und sorgenschwer;
ich bin völlig weggetreten -
ich spür mich selbst nicht mehr.
ich will aus fünfzehn metern ins kalte wasser springen
damit ich wieder merk'
dass ich am leben bin.
auch wenn mich tausend sorgen quälen
und sie mich nach unten ziehn' -
es ist besser loszulassen
als daran kaputt zu gehn.
ich geh' nach vorne, bis zum rand
ich spür wie mein herz pulsiert
ich atme ein & lass mich fallen;
ich spüre jeden Teil von mir.
elektrisches gefühl, ich bin völlig schwerelos
elektrisches gefühl, wie beim ersten atemzug.
juli - elektrisches gefühl
Tuesday, 14. september 2010
2
14
/09
/Sept.
/2010
12:35
I'd try to go on like I never knew you.
I’m awake, but my world is half asleep.
I pray for this heart to be unbroken
but without you all I’m going to be is - incomplete.
bsb - incomplete
Thursday, 9. september 2010
4
09
/09
/Sept.
/2010
21:24
as time goes by reality
destroys your hope and dignity
there's nothing left but shadows on the wall
but just remember who you are
and where you've been you've come so far
and never ever let them see you fall.
I don't believe in destiny,
I don't believe in love;
I don't believe that anything will ever be enough.
I don't believe in miracles,
I don't believe in truth;
I don't believe that anything can re-create your youth.
walkin' on the milky way - omd
Wednesday, 8. september 2010
3
08
/09
/Sept.
/2010
19:55
sometimes I see your face looking at me
all your love and grace smiling at me
all the things we had and never understood
at times it cuts me up thinking of you
all the hope has gone wasted on you
all the talks we had never did no good
pour another glass,
while I watch the bottle disappear,
while I watch the morning light appear,
thinking about you.
oh maybe, I don't need you to save me
I just want you to help me, 'cos you're keeping me up all night
I'm so tired of waiting,
waiting here for nothing,
I should be up all night with you.
up all night - take that
Monday, 30. august 2010
1
30
/08
/Aug.
/2010
22:39
liebe ist nur ein traum, eine idee und nicht mehr
tief im innern bleibt jeder einsam und leer.
es heisst das jedes ende auch ein anfang wär'
doch warum tut es so weh, und warum ist es so schwer?
die ärzte - nichts in der welt
Sunday, 15. august 2010
7
15
/08
/Aug.
/2010
21:42
where do you go with your broken heart in tow ?
what do you do with the left over you ?
& how do you know when to let go ?
where does the good go ?
where does the good go ?
where do you go when your in love & the world knows ?
how do you live so happily while i am sad and broken down ?
what do you say it's up for grabs now that your on your way down ?
where does the good go ?
where does the good go ?
where does the good go - tegan & sara
Sunday, 13. june 2010
7
13
/06
/Juni
/2010
20:22
I can't tell you what it really is,
I can only tell you what it feels like
& right now there's a steel knife in my windpipe
I can't breathe,
but I still fight,
while I can fight
as long as the wrong feels right.
just gonna stand there
& watch me burn -
but that's alright
because I like the way it hurts.
just gonna stand there
& hear me cry -
but that's alright
because I love the way you lie,
I love the way you lie.
eminem feat. rihanna - love the way you lie.
Sunday, 30. may 2010
7
30
/05
/Mai
/2010
20:04
i'm so tired of being here
suppressed by all my childish fears
and if you have to leave, i wish that you would just leave
'cause your presence still lingers here
& it won't leave me alone.
these wounds won't seem to heal,
this pain is just too real
there's just too much that time cannot erase.
when you cried, I'd wipe away all of your tears
when you'd scream, I'd fight away all of your fears
& I held your hand through all of these years
but you still have all of me.
evanescence - my immortal